Day 421 | Shadows of the Past

24. April 2017

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame myself for not being a good mother and not being present enough when my daughter was born.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think and believe ‘I could have been a better mother’, not allowing myself to realize that this Thought is a Mind-Prison I am constructing for and as myself, keeping and trapping myself in my Past, from where I in fact cannot change myself Here.

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2009, my daughter is 3 months old

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that indulging in the Thought-Pattern ‘I cannot change my Past’ is basically me programming, conditioning and telling myself over and over again, that ‘I cannot change anything/anywhere at all’.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that programming, conditioning and telling myself over and over again that ‘I cannot change my Past’ is basically me accepting myself as ‘Unchangeable’, and that if I continue doing so, I will inevitably recreate my Past, as it is a universal law that I create what I accept, repeat and participate as and so my Past will determine my Future, so that I in fact will end as the REGRET of having missed All Opportinities to Change.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that not being able to change my Past does not mean that I cannot change who I am Here as Breath.

I forgive myself that I have not been able to realize myself within and as the Mind-Consciousness-System earlier, and truely forgiving myself and realizing that — any Thought regarding Time as for instance ‘late’ or ‘too late’ is of Mind and not valid, sabotaging the Opportunity of Change that is only accessible Here as Breath — I let go of it.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that the Past, any Past – whatever I did or did not – does not excuse what I am accepting and allowing myself to think, be and live Here as Breath.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that it is never about the External, External also meaning the Past, the Now or the Future, those are concepts of time, or other ‘things’ or ‘people’ or ‘events’ — the only substantial Change that is Here is Self-Change.

I commit myself to not postpone my Self-Change.
I commit myself to let go of my Past in looking at/invastigating my Memories and forgiving myself in Detail all the Opportunities of Self-Change I missed and equally also looking at my daily application Here as Breath utilizing the Opportunities of Self-Change, and doing so be and become the best human and mother I can be.



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