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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to get away, when I face challenging situations.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to automatically think that there is no way out, when I face challenging situations.
I forgive myself that I have accpeted and allowed myself to think that I can get away when I don’t see a way – which is quite fuzzy logic.
I forgive myself that I have not accpeted and not allowed myself to realize, that getting ‘away’ is in fact getting ‘a way’, which means that I always decide, and that only through the manipulation of words and how I define them I can manipulate myself to not see the way in front of me clearly, within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blind myself through self-manipulation into a state where I don’t see the way in front of me clearly.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am free to chose a way where I can get away from responsibility/self-responsiblity without consequence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that chosing / getting away is ‘easier’ than chosing a way / directing myself or the situation I am part of.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and not allowed myself to realize that I create the belief that there is no way out because I in no way want to take responsibility.
I commit myself to when and as I see myself want to get away – to stop and to remember that ‘away’ is not the best way to chose – as it only leads to nowhere, somewhere where I eventually have to face the consequence of chosing the illusion that I am free to not be self-responsible.
I redefine the moments where I want to GET AWAY to moments where I decide to GET A WAY – I empower and trust myself to create a path for and as myself in challenging situations, as I see, realize and understand that it was me creating the no-way-outs as consequence of not wanting to / ignoring / hiding from Responsibility – and therefore I am the very Point of Change.