In October 2012, when I was for the first time at the Desteni-Farm, I once …
This Self-Forgiveness is inspired by the EQAFE.com Interview: Blame as Emotional Possession – The Metaphysical Secrets of Imagination – Part 60
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame another being for my own reactions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my own state of being onto another being, ‘making’ them responsible for how I ‘feel’, which in fact is and only can be my own responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have accpted and allow myself to forget that my state of being is in fact my self-responsibility, and that it was my own decision in first place to abdicacte and to project my state of being onto another person.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allow myself to learn and believe from my environment / friends and family that we can ‘make’ each other ‘angry’, that we depend emotionally on each other’s reactions, not seeing, realising and understanding, that it was in fact our own decision in first place to ‘make’ it so – we ‘made’ it that way.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that in blaming and projecting my own state of being / emotinal reaction e.g. being angry, I in fact suppress the emotions and so do not deal with it as my Self. And doing so I ‘feed’ my Emotional Body/Mind Consciousness System further more and accumulate the Energy, instead of dealing with it, and so sorting it out. So that I enter new situations and new interactions really as new – potentially creational – and don’t have to deal with the accumulated past, which then in fact becomes my self-created consequence.
I commit myself to not project my Anger/Emotional Reactions onto another beings – when and as I see and observe myself triggering within myself the want and the conditioning of projecting and blaming another being for my own state of being/Mind, I stop, I breathe, and I allow myself to remember that it is my responsibility how ‘I’ ‘feel’, because ‘I’ decide in first place, how I want to ‘feel’, and that if I allow myself to abdicate this responsibility – I in fact give up the POWER to direct myself – I give that POWER to another being – and so I see, realise and understand, that for me to have the Actual Power to change the ‘Anger’/my experience (any other Emotional Reaction) I MUST take Self-Responsiblity. Within and as it I realise and understand that Self-Responsiblity is in fact Self-Empowerment.