I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear Negativity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the Word Negativity with all negative Emotions I came to ‘experience’ in my Lifetime. As for instance ‘Fear’, ‘Sadness’, ‘Tiredness’, ‘Desparation’, ‘Jealousy’, ‘Depression’, ‘Helplessness’, ‘Loneliness’, ‘Stagnation’, ‘Isolation’, ‘Loss’, ‘Defeat’, ‘Anger’, ‘Powerlessness’, ‘Disease’, ‘Shame’, ‘Repression’, etc. – not realising at all, that within and as the very Definition of ‘Negativity’, I am separating myself within and as all of those Words and Expressions thereof.

Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise, that in separating myself from everything that I judge as ‘negative’ – it will not simply disappear – I have accepted and allowed myself to create such ‘Relationships’ within and as me, it’s done so to speak – judging them as ‘negative’ will only create an ‘alternate reality’ within and as myself as Mind, where I believe and deceive myself to be able to ‘hide’ things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise, that all things and experiences I have had ever judged as ‘negative’, was always me running away from basically facing myself within and as ‘Negativity’ as what I have accepted and allowed myself to create within and as myself.

I never for real faced myself as ‘Sadness’, ‘Unfulfillment’, ‘Tiredness’, ‘Desparation’, ‘Jealousy’, ‘Depression’, ‘Helplessness’, ‘Loneliness’, ‘Loss’, ‘Defeat’, ‘Anger’, ‘Powerlessness’, ‘Disease’, ‘Shame’, ‘Repression’, etc. and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise how I have abused my Human Physical Body and spammed it completely up with all the ‘Negativity’ and ‘negative Emotions’ I did not want to face.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise how I do in fact create an Ocean of Infinite Unfulfillment as the most ‘Negative Point’ within and as myself, filled up with all the stuff that I did not want to face.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget that I was in fact the Creator of the Ocean of Infinite Unfulfillment, not seeing, realising and understanding how through Separation und Suppression I’ve created this ‘Forgetfulness’ as for-GET-FOOL-ness — fooling myself into infinite Cycles of Emotional Turmoils, where the ‘Accumulated Energies’ would ‘scream’ and ‘shout’ – basically ‘birst out’ to the Surface to literally ‘reMIND’ me, what I am in fact creating and participating in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need and/or that I am in fact dependent on an ‘External Power/Being/Thing/Experience/Outcome’ to fix this ‘Negativity’, not seeing, realising and understanding the dishonesty within it – because it basically means, that I am making someone or something else ‘responsible’ for my very own ‘Creation’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create fake-up Constructs – such as the LOVE-Construct – to make-up my True Nature as a Deceiver – in presenting myself as someone that has to GIVE or to offer something, when in fact I was only looking for an Opportunity to TAKE some ‘Positivity’ to fix my ‘Negativity’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can fix the ‘Negativity’ without having to change myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that ‘Negativity’ can be fixed with ‘Positivity’, not seeing, realising and understanding the Greater Picture thereof, the Infinite Cycles and Shifts from one Polarity Point to another – without an actual, real Change ever.